Tuesday, November 24, 2009

live and learn

I have been hurt
Hurt so badly
Didn’t know what
What to do
I wanted to
To die
To forget
To move on
But was stuck
Stuck
In a rut
I loved him
From that
I learned
To not give
Give yourself to just anybody
Your emotions
Your life
Your love
I have learned
From this
This rather unfortunate circumstance
To risk
To love
Without thinking
To open up
But guard your heart
Not so much that
That well, you push
Push people away
Live
Love
Laugh
Don’t be afraid
To get hurt
It can’t be avoided
But live
Don’t be afraid
If you live in fear
You will
Miss out
Love me
Laugh with me
Live with me

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


i am a figter.

not giving up.

hard.

but im not.

im numba three.

i was once given a quote

"anyone can give up. its the easiest thing to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that is true strength."

love.

i love.

i hate mr. wilson.

he has taken over.

i will soon defeat him.

God...why?

i love you.

i hate you.

new liver.

come to me.

please.

soon.

very soon.





love to all.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

mannies

mannies

he is a new friend of mine.
hes great.
hes a poet.
a lover.
a cutie.
a tender soul.
my hubbs.
he fell in love and his heart got stomped on.
it only made him stronger.
he tells me stories.
he is funny.
hes shy.
which is cute..........but gets old quick.
i love him.
manny.





so no new news with liver :/

love all

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

maybe

ok so o my god. im number 3 on the liver transplant list. hollllllllllllllllly shit. im so excited to be normal molly again. :) i love my friends who have been here for me. never forget them.



marshall came over last night like old times. we had tooooooo much fun.



ben..haahah. my ex. is dropping out of college. because he is a lazy ass. bright future ahead of him eh? ah well.


love to anybody who reads this.